Showing posts with label 心情. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 心情. Show all posts

2008/06/03

About W

W got an internship in HSBC and I'm so happy for her. But on a second thought, this also means we won't get to hang out that often in the next 6 months which horrifies me.

The friendship between me and W can be defined like this, whenever I called her, I don't feel like I'm intruding or interrupting something. Making phone calls is a piece of art and I'm never good at it. People hold some sort of expectation before picking up the phone, that's why no matter who is on the other side of the phone, your significant other or just some random guy, you have those fuzzy feelings to some extent. And that never occurred to me when I called W, I trust her 100 percent and I just know that she will be there for me no matter what.

W is that kind of girl who is apt to like people in general. She never sees faults in others. In Jane Austin's words, "All the world are good and agreeable in her eyes". Of course we gossip together about all topics one could imagine, but I never heard her speak ill of a human being. She has the ability to take the good of every body's character and make it still better.

Each time I meet her, W is all smiles. She is blessed with infectious smile and lovely disposition. Sadness, melancholy, anger and hatred doesn't belong in her world. She doesn't do those silly things like other girls, like throwing a tantrum now and then or shopping emotionally. Ultimately, we're two different kinds of people. When I'm with someone, I don't feel the obligation to start or lead the conversation, I'm perfectly OK with the quietness between two people while others may find it awkward. W would never behave like me. She seems always have something to talk with others and will make those chitchats comfortable and natural.

It is amazing how someone you are close to or love dearly will subtly change your way of thinking. Basically I'm cynical. When American women go nuts over Barack Obama's "hope and change", I was like Do they really believe in those stuff? I don't actively go for something, I just sit and wait for things to happen. W shows great initiative in her own life. She gets up early, works out on a daily basis and rarely eats junk food. She believes that wasting time, both hers and others', is an original sin. She would set a goal and work hard for it. "As long as you have your camera and ipod, you can make peace with anyone. You just indulge yourself in images and melody. I wish I could be more like you." She once said to me.
"Be careful, indulgence is evil. You have no idea how I envy your state of life." I replied.

We've been friends for four years and she will be my BFF, I have no doubt about that. I'm writing this as if we're facing graduation and bidding farewell and saying all those good things to each other. The truth is W is just going to start an internship and we're still in the same city, sharing the same dorm room. The truth is I'm just a girl and girls tend to be sentimental.

2008/03/15

纪念

01:19 am
关掉文档、表格,关掉台灯
看着黑暗中显示屏上的蓝光,听着w均匀的呼吸声
打开播放列表,纪念一下吧

音乐,音乐真的是奇妙的东西,又或者因为女人是听觉动物?每一段熟悉的旋律都拨动着最纤细的神经,直接唤醒埋藏深处的记忆

在脑中搜索着与之相对的记忆片段,每一个片段都鲜活水灵的像饱满成熟的葡萄
仿佛轻轻一触碰都要溢出汁水来,看得见色彩,闻得到味道,听得到声音

听 みかん 的时候,有很潮湿的地板,很刺眼的阳光,很安静的校园,那么安静,以至于只听得见洗完的衣服滴水的声音,不是蜜柑上市的季节,却开始突然想念这种长相平凡气味热烈的水果

听Ain't No Sunshine 的时候,天空是灰色的,有坚硬的冰和松软的雪,古老的俱乐部还在,高大的梧桐树还在,俱乐部前的雪地上有新鲜的脚印,空气中弥漫的是浓浓的烤番薯的甜香

听 An Ocean Apart 的时候,校园里丁香花正开得灿烂,月季也正当怒放的时节,紫藤的叶子开始蔓延开来,翠生生的惹人喜爱,每一天每一天不厌其烦的在水果摊前拣草莓,房间里是草莓酱混合酸奶的馥郁芬芳

听又见炊烟的时候,有湖蓝色的天空,云是静止的,这个城市少有的无风的天气,网球触地的声音有节奏的传过来,图书馆二楼的轻声细语和憋得通红的笑脸,泡着菊花茶的玻璃杯上悄悄升腾其一团淡淡的水雾...

纪念,纪念是因为想念

冬の 匂いって いいもんだよね 冬天的氣息 真的是很不錯呢
でも なんか寂しく なる日もある 但是也會有覺得寂寞的日子
冬の イルミネーションって いいもんだよね 冬天的燈裝飾真的很不錯呢
でも なんか置いてけ ぼりな日もある 但是也有被遺棄的時候

よく寒さのせいにして 手を繋いだね 經常因為 冷而手牽著手呢
でも もう君は その場にはいない 但是你已經不在那個地方了

君はもう 違う人の人 你已經是別人的人了
でもあの約束を 覚えてる? 但是還記得那個約定嗎?
おじいちゃんに なるまで 冬は 毎年 真到變成老爺爺為止 每年冬天
みかんを食べようね 都吃蜜柑吧

これはもう僕の 独り言なのかなぁ 這已經是 我自言自語了嗎
僕の独り言なのかなぁ 我的自言自語了嗎

今君はどんな高価な物を選んでるの? 現在你在挑選著多麼高價的東西呢?
僕はお金もなけりゃ勇気もない 我既沒有錢又沒有勇氣

「だから 僕はみかんのままでいいんや 所以我吃蜜柑就可以了
だから君もみかんのままでいてほしかった」 所以希望你也還吃著蜜柑就好了

君はもう 違う人の人 你已經是別人的人了
でもあの約束を 覚えてる? 但是還記得那個約定嗎?
おじいちゃんに なるまで 冬は 毎年 真到變成老爺爺為止 每年冬天
みかんを食べようね 都吃蜜柑吧

これはもう僕の 独り言なのかなぁ 這已經是 我自言自語了嗎
僕の独り言なのかなぁ 我的自言自語了嗎
僕の独り言なのかなぁ 我的自言自語了嗎

僕の独り言・・・だね・・・ 我的自言自語....了吧

2008/01/13

发点牢骚

听说我回来后不久,湖北就下暴雪...
然后今天,h说杭州竟然也下雪了...
好吧,都下雪了,就是不让我看见
大连这两天冻得要死,筒子们一个一个都被风吹跑了,社交活动基本取消
这样的天气除了冬眠还能干什么呢...
...答案是挣扎着起来整理调研资料...
下场雪吧,可怜的南方人千里迢迢跑到关外,不就这点盼头么

2008/01/10

无题

08/01/10
18:00
首都国际机场
距登机还有两个半小时
从来没有像现在这样想回大连
听说大连下雪了,天寒地冻,这样才对嘛,总要四季分明些才好
宜昌倒是温暖潮湿,随处可见金黄饱满的蜜柑,男人女人都皮肤白皙,身形姣好,就像任何一个江南小城,然而于我却陌生了